Kang

Life in NTU

2011-10-19T15:11:00.003+08:00

Haha...how long have i not been blogging since my last post. Well....too long for me to remember. Anyway love the life in NTU BUT not the academic part. Well....i would say that life in NTU is really fun at least much more than NS but academic workload is killing me. Sigh just finish my Physics quiz...didnt went well though. I think if i can pass it will be a miracle. Well there goes my A for physics. Well...enough of the academics part. Anyway, happen to like this gal in my class. Well although she is not a local, but she is a very nice gal. She is sweet, does volunteer work, and she is intelligent(She is from NJC). Well, here comes the saddest part, she is not interested in me, how do i know, she does not reply to my sms nor my fb message to her. Well for all those, u all can laugh at me for this one-sided affection. But never mind, cannot become a couple, still can become good friends and so I have decided to stop harbouring any affection for her and just become good friend to her. I know it will be tough, but i guess that is part and parcel of relationship right? isnt it. Anyway wish me all the best in NTU(hopefully can graduate with a second upper or at least a second lower). And as for my love life. Well let fate decides......

Sadness

2010-05-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

Sigh....feel that i am such a useless son...i couldnt stop my family from breaking up, i could not stop my father infidelity and worse still could not help my mum relieve her stress.Feel damn sad and heartbroken.Sad that i could not do anything, heartbroken that my parent's marriage of 21years is coming to an end.Wat should i do?Am i juz goin to see this family falling apart juz lyke tat?Am i?It makes me pain juz to see my mum crying everyday.Why? Why did this have to happen to my family?Why cant i have a normal family juz lyke others deserve.Why? Why does my father have to do this to my mum. My mum has been working so hard for this family for 21years old lyke a maid. Not even a complain has she said nor a thank you has she received from this family. She didnt receive a wedding ring during here marriage, she help my dad take good care of the house, everything she does she tink about the family and dad. But wat did my dad do?Is okay that he nvr say a single thank you, but at least he should do his part as a good husband.If he had done tat thing would not have come to this stage

Divorce

2010-05-02T10:30:00.004+08:00

Why in this world must there be marriage and divorce???wouldnt it be nice if in this world there was not divorce...couples juz live happily wif each other...how i wish that my dad was juz a simple man, in that case he wouldnt make my mother sad everytime.Sometimes how i wish i was not born then i would not be living to see my father and my mother quarrel everytime.Why must we suffer the brunt of it juz to see a couple getting wat they want?Is it fair for us?I wish i would be off dead, at the very least i would not see my parents fighting and fighting

Alvin's Birthday

2010-01-23T10:29:00.003+08:00

Celebrated Alvin's 21st Birthday wif him, well whole lot of us were lyke discussing where to go for dinner and wat to do, haha...a bit lame. Decided to go Boon Lay hawker centre thnx to Lee,lol. The food there was nice and guess wat, everyone spend lyke $10 and we ate until our stomach almost burst. Of course with food comes beer, Lee, Lawrence, Alvin and Shri ordered 2 bottles, as for me, well...i the guai one of course dun order lah, lol, pose a few pics, gosh looks funny man. Ahem anyway juz to say, everyone of us had a wonderful nite

Last Day of 2009

2009-12-31T12:00:00.002+08:00

31st December, one year has already passed and in 12 hrs time, it will soon be 2010, it will be a year we herald in a new decade and send away the old decade. For the past 10years, the world has generally been peaceful and prosperous minus the recession and all that of course, generally life has been getting better and better for us, but this has also brought in new challenges, with economic progress comes the inevitable results of environmental degradation, hence i hope 2010 will be a year where let us not forget about our mother earth and to save her from eventual destruction, and here i wish to all my readers a happy new year and a abundant 2010

My mother

2009-12-20T11:43:00.002+08:00

Darn....juz make my mum angry again....dunno wat is wrong wif her, juz said something wrong and she scold a hell out of me, closing the car boot onli, and she sound it like as if i murdered somebody, okokok i noe wat i have said is wrong, so wat? I apologize, okay, I say sorry, okay...Mum this is not the first time anymore, everytime i say something wrong, your reaction to it would be so great and most of the time is angry to the extent that u will not tok to me for days. Dude mum, ppl say wrong things, and is okay for the listener to get angry for a while, but wat is most important is tat u should tell me wat i have said is wrong and i will change. And not by being angry and not toking to me for days. Well....i feel this kind of action a kinda childish and ineffective anyway. And bty wat is wrong for me to close my door when i am in my room. If u want to check on me, u can juz open my door and close it back.Mum i am already 19years old, turning 20 next year. I am serving NS now goin to university in 2 years time and stepping into the working world in another 4 years time.
Mum stop treating me like a child, let me do wat i want, I noe u are worried bout me but pls, this is how i learn to grow up and i noe wat i am doin.....

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR

2009-12-20T11:01:00.002+08:00

Ohhhhhhhh..New Year is coming soon, guess everybody will be busying making preparations for their New Year party or chilling out wif frens, but let us not forget to review our performances for this year and making changes to ourselves for 2010. As for me....well I have lots of changes to make to myself.My resolution: Be more man
More gentleman
Pass IPPT
Less quarreling wif parent(especialli wif my mum)
And........last but not least
DUN WORRY BE HAPPY

WISH EVERBODY READING THIS A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!HOHOHO

I am baccccck!!!!!!!

2009-10-25T19:45:00.003+08:00

wah lost count on how long i never posted any new stuff....anyway i am back..........sigh lookin at all my frens who are studying in uni....how i miss the days when i was schoolin in JC or Secondary School. Darn NS life sucks! How i wish i can ORD now and go back to civilian life
Seeing my fren so happy at university, cant imagine the same feeling 2 years lata.. cant wait to get into uni life

What the hell....stay in

2009-07-27T21:36:00.002+08:00

Wah 3 weeks never have any new post, sry to all my readers....too busy saih. Sigh...got posted to Pasir Laba Camp, damn xiong siah, traffic volume high need to do a lot of checking.Worst still, got a RSM that is damn garang and from guards.Anyway. i personally feel okay with his policy and system of running the camp security, but wat piss me off is that he want the IPPT failure to stay in from tomorrow onwards, Mon to Fri cannot book out. What the hell!!! this is veri unreasonable and demanding, after all our health is ours, he has no rite to control us, we fail so what, fail lah, at the most i dun get promoted thats all, i dun mind.Sigh looks lyke i will have to suffer more

Unfair...very unfair

2009-06-30T20:31:00.003+08:00

Why.......why, we are all NSF, yet there is a difference in the privileges between non Singaporean and Singaporean, Me as a PR servng the two years, playing my part in defending Singapore, do all the things of a National Seviceman yet I got nothing whereas Singaporeans who always travel abroad, who may not have a senese of homecoming in Singapore are treated differently. Why? Why didnt i get the $100? Although many may argue that non citizen like PRS do not have a sense of loyalty and ence not appropriate for them to enjoy the same privileges as a citizen, but let me say this: I have been living in this country for close to 18years, I am now in the midst of serving National Service, I too like other Singaporeans doing the same thing, defending this island nation with my life, yet I do not get the same privileges as them such as the $100 Gst rebate. What the hell!!!!

Yay....Regimental Police

2009-06-21T16:56:00.002+08:00

Wah....finally the long wait is over, log on to my e posting and guess wat i saw? Regimental Police!!!!!!!!!Mua haha... finally can slack all the way..Best still Ching Hiong and Yun Xiang oso in the same vocation as me, heard they say RP damn slack, hopefully so, bty wish all the best to my platoon mates in their respective unit and sch especially those in SISPEC and OCS

2009-06-10T17:46:00.003+08:00

yay....pop lo, so happy....at the same time though, feel sad to leave Raven 3 especially Hanen, Shamuel they all, miss the happy days we had in tekong not to mention the terrible times when sergeants they all tekan us.Feel good to be promoted to private, Private Kang! Hooray!!

Reflection

2009-05-16T18:09:00.002+08:00

Finally........6 days of field camp is over, tough and dirty thoug but is had also learned a lot, such as the never say die attitude and independency, i cannot say that i become stronger now, but i feel that i am more determined and i also felt a sense of achievement thst i have actually survive a 6 day camp, on top of that i deeply appreciated my parent for the care and concern they have given me during thses 4 weeks, especially my mother, everytime i come back, she will always prepare herbal soup for me and always stand by ready to wash my clothes, she nevers complain of tired, I love u mom, u are the best...

Book in

2009-05-03T10:17:00.002+08:00

sigh.....booking in today, feel so sad to leave my parents, worst have to see all the commander's face and let them tekan us, the training there and exercise also make me dun wan to return there, frankly speaking i dun look forward to booking in, but wat can i do, NS is NS, as a men we have a part to play in protecting our loved ones, so i supposed i will have to put my shoulder on the wheel and bear it for another two years. Yesterday juz chat with Yadanar and Yuhui on MSN, feel so sad that some of our 07S22 are goin overseas to study, how i miss the happy schooling days back in JC and Secondary Schools though at times there are study stress for us to deal with, but at least it is still better than training in tekong. Anyway to all my frens that are goin to study in UK or local uni, all the best to U!!!!!

Book Out

2009-05-01T11:37:00.002+08:00

yay finally book out from the hot and sunny tekong, wah seh training so tough, but oso fun, made many new friends and oso get to handle many weapons, but none is ever better than home. The two weeks confinement in tekong has made me to realise how lucky i am at home in the past to have my parents did everything for me, now i appreciate my parents more especially my mum, in the past i used to talk to her loudly and with no respect, but now i feel that she is more important to me than any other people, well....she is my mum after all, anyway so happy that both NTU and SMU approved my application, i now still waiting for NUS hopefully it will come by this week, if not i guess i will have to accpet NTU offer anyway to all my NS friend and friends out there, enjoy ur weekend

Violence in BangKok

2009-04-14T11:32:00.005+08:00

1 week never update my blog liao, got a lot of stuff to say...went for SMU interview and gosh screwed all up, initially i tot i was goin for economics interview, but lata then found out i was supposed to go for social scince interview, luckily my xiong di, yuhui kindly help me to check despite waking up early, thnx Yuhui, u will always be my gd bro,lol. Anyway, i juz screwed up the interview, dunno how to answer the interviewer, completely dumbfounded.Sigh...guess would have to wait for NTU and NUS to 'rescue' me. Anyway, speaking about social sciences, i feel sad about the violences in Bangkok, frankly speaking, i dun realli understand what are the thais ppl doin, jus wat kind of prime minister do they realli want? Thaksin dun wan, Samak dun wan, now even the new prime minister they also wan to pull down, Do those thais protestor know wat on earth they are doin? do they know that their action has resulted in the thai economy to worsen even further, leading to the poor ppl to become poorer. Sorry for the criticism, but all i can say that democracy in thailand is not maturing and that her ppl are not ready for democracy yet, maybe thailand should learn from Indonesia or even Singapore in how well they carry out democracy. anyway, i am goin NS tomorrow, i wish all the best to my friends and viewers who are reading this post in my blog

Gold!!!!,$$$$!!!!!!

2009-04-09T11:11:00.003+08:00

Awww...wake up wif a headache, guess muz be due to me slping late recently and waking up early, but nothing can be compared to my dream yesterday, haha....i dreamt tat i ws holding lots of gold and silver bar in my hand and that they came in big and small size, and mind u those gold and silver bars are real gold and silver , i my dream i even put them into my mouth and guess wat!!! they are real!!!! Well...but reality is reality, with this world wide recession at large, i guess it would do some good to have this dream, lol..i guess i could be thnking too much, hahaha...anyway this few days not feeling veri gd, i guess i am sad to say gdbye to all my gd fren,bye Ching hiong, Yunxiang,Jing rui,Melvin,Keith ....argh too many, but all i wan to say:to all my friends reading this post, wish u all the best to ur upcoming future and all the best to u

2009-04-04T18:56:00.002+08:00

today went to commerate Qing Ming festival or tomb sweeping, happy but tired. Had to wake up at 5.45am and endure a 1hr long ride to my ancestor 's tomb. A veri hilly place and also a lot of insect.First we had to clean our ancestors tomb(as the festival name imply-tomb sweeping) lol.anyway it was damn a lot of work and further more the weather was cold so even more harder to clean but nvertheless,we manage to clean finish and began to start the ceremony, well...the ceremony was simple, filled with firecrackers and finally also got quite a lot of good food to enjoy lol,but anyway the most important thing i feel about Qing ming is that we not only remeber our ancestor for all their effort and hard work done to make the younger generattion better off but also not to forget our origin and root. Quite chim ah?haha.....

2009-03-20T17:29:00.000+08:00

Wah so fast liao, in another weeks time, the month of March will end soon and is time to embrace a new month, but it is also the month i will be goin for my NS, sigh so sad to leave my cozy bedroom and my beloved computer and of course my good friends.....anyway i went to the IT fair last week, gosh it was sooooo squeezy and humid, only first day and the entire suntec and city link was flooded with people, it was only lata then i knew that a lot of working ppl took the day off just to visit the IT fair, well...i could onli say that they are quite a loyal IT folower and a kiasu one as well, haha...bty i juz went to the food fair at suntec, well..all i could say to all food lover that it is a must go and be quick onli until 22th of March. Secondly, muz thank my dear cousin who added as a folower to my blog, thnx Serena even though my blog is a bit boring, if got time muz teach me how to improve on my blogskin. Well...i think thats all for now, pardon for my short post as well...i am a boring guy. Hahahaha.........

Sigh......

2009-03-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

Sigh........6th March, for the day I will always live in infamy....the day where I faced the greatest defeat of my life where I could not even score an A for Mathematics and I could not even score at least a C for GP. Now faced with a difficult task of entering local uni. I am now at a crossroad, despairing and thinking which way to go. Should I apply to local Uni to try my luck or look for SIM or even overseas straight away without even applying to NUS or NTU? Which way should I go.Sigh....the mere thought of not being able to get into NUS or NTU makes me feel sad and angry. 12 years of hardwork,12 years just like that....gone.Sigh............

2009-02-20T21:01:00.001+08:00

Veri fast...another week goin to be over, today my mother suddenly for no reason wake me up early for no reason juz to ep her to shift stuff from my room to my sister room. Make me so tired, worse still her old habit of ranting at other people when she is kanchiong and doing housework seems t come back, dun really lyke this habit of hers but wat can i do? I am her son after all..sigh. Anyway today do nothing other than playing and playing which i have been doin for the past few weeks. Sooooooooo...boring at home, but oso got no $ to spend, worse still, i am jobless. Guess a person is really helpless and pathetic when he faces a lousy economy and a lousy luck. Anyway, wish myself all the best. Lol

2009-02-19T17:53:00.000+08:00

Finally got my adsense application approval! So happy finally can earn some $. Read the newspaper today when i stumbled upon the Australian Bush Fire news. Sigh, so sad that so many innoncent lives was taken away and properties destroyed all because of one irresponsible arsonist. Hope that the australian government will deal with that arsonist harshly and i here wish those australian who were injured in the fire a speedy recovery and also the australian citizen who lost their properties a speedy reconstruction and restoration of their homeland. Today heard from my frens say that A lvl result will be released in an approximate 2 weeks times. Dunno if it is real or not, but anyway i hope that i will be able to enter into local uni, hopefully NUS, if not then i sure die liao.....hahaha. Anyway lyke my fren said, is not the uni u enter the most important but the 4 year of period u spent there. I feel that what he say is true and hence therefore i wish my fren who are reading these blog and myself all the best for the uni we enter and may we still keep in touch.

2009-02-12T15:34:00.000+08:00

Went JP (For noobs who dunno wat is JP, JP stands for Jurong Point). Gosh, sooooo tiring and boring, nothing to buy, no income, no purchase. Passing by this gaming shop saw X-box 360 at $200++, those interested may go and try ur luck at that shop, who noes? U might get a gd bargain. Okay, back to topic. Sian that sister of mine juz told me tat our A-level result will be released either by the end of this month or early next month...damn scared i get all Ds, cannot go NUS. But never mind, at the most go and be a roadsweeper...lol. Anyway, guess who i saw today? Terence Cao and Evenly Kok, wah seh Terence Cao look stylish especially that broom hairstyle of his. Hahahaha......but anyway, no job also never mind, anyway i got other plan, lyke learn driving or sleeping, haha...., time to go. To all my friends out there, Happy coming valentine day. To my friends who are attached, wish u will have a romantic and healthy valentine day with ur the other half...who noes? They might be part of ur life in the future.

2009-02-04T13:44:00.000+08:00

Sigh.....3rd day of job hunting, no job, no job. Oh god pls bless me with a job so that i wont have to stay at home and do nothing. Seeing my classmates and friends have a job paying $5, $6 or even $7 per hour. I feel so envious.... someone please help me.....

2009-02-02T20:24:00.001+08:00

Finally back from Malaysia, had steamboat together with Xuelian, Linda, Jing Rui and Ching Hiong and Yun Xiang(sry for forgetting ur name), after the dinner we played a game of blackjack, darn...lost about $4 thnx to my frens. Anyway Penang was so fun, pluck mangoes, gamble with relative from New Year Eve all the way to my last day in Penang. Sigh..cannot see my relatives for another 2 years, serve NS....such a chore.